This post will be a reflection this time round.
Not sure if I am ready for this world but I came to realize that I keep rambling non stop recently. All the things that comes out of my mouth and the timing I spill out those words. :( Why did I say that because recently I met afew new people and once I drink i just keep going on without thinking of the consequences of saying those things. Urm actually without alcohol influence I also keep saying the wrong things. Maybe I don't spend time with outside world now since everyday I spend with le boy, I think it is time for me to stop hanging out NON STOP with le boy and start spending some time with friends! Alright! I am determined to do it... after my Kor trip! HAHAHAHA
Actually I didn't use to be like that I am not sure if I can give excuses like stress at work is making me make all the wrong decision or my lack of sleep is clouding my judgement? However, I am happy everyday. Not sure how to differentiate real and fake happiness but I am sure that I am definitely happier than when i was in the past though.
But I know that I need to change because ah ma says that a person must be nice with words, mindset and actions. So to make sure that I don't fail her expectation. Need to change my way of talking need to think before talking. I thought I already master that skill untill I move to this company and my skill is all gone again. Maybe I am too comfortable with my surrounding (not my office environment of course) so I let my guards down nowadays. Things that I will do to ensure that I will think before I speak so that I won't be penalized for my words. This is just like when in the past when le sister say the wrong thing for me and I get pissed. Since I will get pissed I am sure other people will get pissed too!
I WILL NOT SAY OR COMMENT OR ADVICE ANYTHING THAT HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH ME!
Alright to the good things! I will be going Korea in a week time! So happy and excited for it! Not sure how this trip will turn out this time round but I am super excited and nervous because its been soooooooo damn long since I last went on a trip with le boy alone! The main motive this trip is to take wedding shoots! HAHAH Go there geh xiao one kor to make sure they don't cheat us. I still find that one week is too short for a holiday.
Anways, I will be starting my own sports line soon! Please let it be a success so that in time to come I will not have to work! I am both worried and anxious at the thought of it! :D
Alright shall end here. Tudos till again :))
